Thursday, March 7, 2019

Powell-Paraphrase CONFESSION

CONFESSION: 

I went through a season last year (albeit brief-relatively speaking) of rebellion.  I hurt my family and some close friends with my actions; but most importantly I hurt Jesus and my relationship with Him. 

The last 6 months have been so healing for me and my family & My relationship with Jesus is totally restored too! God is so good, and I am highly favored, with His Grace and Mercy. 

But lately the enemy reminds me of my wrongs. he makes me think I’m not worthy of forgiveness or to be used by God. he makes me start to doubt my assurances and feel overwhelming guilt and shame. he tries to instill anxiety and isolation. 

I am publicly asking for forgiveness from those who were affected by my choices but most importantly I am CLAIMING my position with Jesus. 

The following verse and song are what I have been ruminating on all day!! I hope you look up the actual verse and listen carefully to the song... & let Gods word be transformative. I know it has transformed me. 

Powell Paraphrase #10 

For I am certain, that nothing I have done, nor anything I will do, not a word I have spoken, a wound I have caused, a stupid choice I have made, nor rebellious action, nor mistake or error I have committed, could ever take away the Love that Jesus has for me, or the purpose He had when He died for my sins, His love for me is immeasurable. 

#GodsWordFTW 
#StrongLove 
#Jesus 

https://youtu.be/BzLusjo7-00



Romans 8:38-39

I used to live this way...

I used to live this way: 

I had low self-worth/loathing, I came from a Trauma background & didn’t think much of myself, felt I was worthless, stupid, you name it. I hated my life and believed nothing could change. I used to put myself down a lot! I lived with depression & anxiety and anger. 

Until I accepted the truth about how Jesus sees me!! 

Zephaniah 3:17 became my life verse!! 
Jesus is my # 1 fan. 

I meditated on: 
Psalms- That I’m fearfully and wonderfully made. That everything God makes is GOOD. 
Jeremiah: That God has a plan and a purpose for me! 
Zephaniah: That He rejoices over me, and takes DELIGHT in me! 
Romans: Nothing could ever take away Christs love 

I began to believe that No matter what I do, or how I fail him, His view of me doesn’t change.

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I also had someone speak into my life and remind me; that if the God of the universe thought I was worthy enough to die for, how *dare* I place myself ABOVE God and declare myself something that He doesn’t. 

For me to claim an identity that Jesus did not give me, is akin to idolatry & sinful pride, for that reason alone, I forced myself to learn my *true* identity. 

I am loved. 
I am beautiful. 
I have a purpose. 
I have a future. 
I am strong. 
I am worthy. 
I am Highly Favored 
I am forgiven 

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Read and pray over the following verses: 

Zephaniah 3:17 

Psalm 145 
Psalm 139 
Psalm 121 
Jeremiah 29:11-13 
Proverbs 31
Romans 8:38-39

#GodsWordFTW #Jesus #Truth #HighlyFavored